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hey [Sep. 13th, 2007|07:00 pm]
[mood |scaredscared]

 Sorry it has taken me a long time yet again to show myself its been rough for the past few week you see i am having health problems and I am scaared of what they could mean...but I hope its nothing to be scared of. 
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hey [Aug. 6th, 2007|02:22 pm]
listen everyone sorry for being away for so long if you see this and want to talk to me now is the time cause i am now using the libaray computer and will be on everynow and thern but heres the scoop...my mother had died she died on oct 20 2006 then a few months ago my comp crashes because the lights went out during the shut off phase....
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soul bound [Mar. 26th, 2006|09:58 pm]
[mood |moodymoody]

oh sweet soul you call to me so i can feel you hold me in my dream
only to find when i wake im alone
i see you everywhere i hear your voice in every song
no matter how hard i wish you can never come back
even thought your gone and watch over me
know this my heart and soul is there beside you
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year older none the wiser [Nov. 30th, 2005|01:22 am]
[mood |sadsad]

you know its a point in time of my life when i realize....i suck my friends are dying of cancers and im losing family left and right the only thing i have left after my mom dies are her friends and my sister and niece.....which my nice has my beautiful eyes which i just want to cry cause it make me feel like im special...only a few people these days do that most just toy with my emotions and try to see how long i will hold on...dont forget to comment
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birthday [Nov. 6th, 2005|05:00 pm]
so far all i got for early birthday presents was a book which i never mind about a good book and a jump suit from mom
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alone and the wind and water [Nov. 3rd, 2005|09:43 pm]
[mood |artisticartistic]
[music |classical on the beach]

Even when others are near i fell alone.When you hold me i feel as if you dont love me.That you lead me on in hopes i wont be wise to it.In everyones eyesfaded almost invisible even from life itself. You only want my touch when its your choice.But turn away from mine like im a illness you can catch.Do you see me as a lover or just a toy.Once you love me now you hate me an for a reason i no not of.From this I realize I am Alone

Wind and Water
i am the wind that causes ripples in the quiet pound.Always playing in the cherry blossoms trees int he spring.even thought i can be gentle i can be harsh and crule if angered.
But you are my reason of me to exist.Just like the the wind needing the water and the water needing the wind.To my eyes you are the water you complete my soul.As long as you complete me my water i shall complete you.Our souls intertwine for all enerty.
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Aunt Marine [Oct. 16th, 2005|11:42 pm]
[mood |nervousnervous]

today my sister is going to the hospital to get ready to have my first baby niece. I'm kinda nervous and excited at the same time cause since its her first baby anything can happen.the doctors are going to induce labor monday night at 5 30 pm and they hope to have the baby some time tues. If mom is right which god rest her soul she is my sister will have the baby probably as soon as they induce it. im kinda getting used to the idea that i will be called aunt jammie soon which makes me proud.
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tears shead [Sep. 27th, 2005|12:23 am]
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Jammies Mix]

I find it hard to not cry anymore...but the thing is i cant help not crying around others...i guess its a feeling weakness to me...i try to be the strong silent type...now my moms cancers has gotten worse they say they cant take her off the chemo treatments and now its every time im alone i cry so much i run out of tears.i hope my mom lives long enough to see her first grand child grow up some and leave her with good memories of how great she is ...im crying as i type this.. dose not crying in front of people make me strong... no but i do it for the ones that need that strong looking figure...its the only way...i feel like im like my mother
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all knowing yeah right [Dec. 14th, 2004|12:52 pm]
[mood |awakeawake]

You are all-knowing!

Who exactly ARE you? (AnImE PiCs)
brought to you by Quizilla
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forlorn_rapture Lifeless [Oct. 5th, 2004|08:01 pm]
[mood |creativecreative]

From the seven seas came the deepest blue
And nuances of bright pink as the flowers grew
And the cadmium red in the fields of carnation
Took her another step closer to salvation
They stained her tears and seeped into her vein
Till all the blood from her face was drained
Soon from our sun the yellow will be gone
All this is for her so she can carry on
The quiet silver of the woods in winter
Weaves itself through the fabric in her
The skies would sacrifice their ultramarine
So the glimmer in her eyes could be seen
A burst of orange splayed out after sundown
Lights up the hidden path that she never found
The purple that awakens, at the end of the day
Will come to chase away her asphalt grey
As the leaves are stripped of their emerald hue
Long before the fleeting seasons are due
Autumn will lose all of its warmest shades
Before that last sparkle in her quickly fades
The change takes place before her very eyes
Grayscale chrysalises to butterflies
The world now binds itself to black and white
Just to bring the colors in her back to life
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